I can’t help but feel like I am going off the rails ever so slightly, but actually, I’m quite enjoying it. I’m not going mad I’m just doing things I wouldn’t have done before and now I’m much more wired and dynamic. On top of all this I am feeling even more confident and happy! I feel like I could really win at this “life” thing. I am feeling really good within my skin and it like I’m really sussing out who I am. And finally I am thoroughly enjoying being single; it feels as if anything is possible. I don’t feel indestructable and there is no risk of me doing or going to do something silly but I just feel like I’ve really progressed with my life and emotions recently. I just feel like I can really succeed at this life and make something good out of it and I have the independance to be able to do this myself. I have also had the opportunity to know (with a little help from my friends) where I have been going wrong and I am now learning from my mistakes and growing further.
In short: I feel fabulous.
My recent events:
Saturday 20th June 2009
This was such an amazing day! I met up in Brighton with a few absolutely amazing people from BodyMod.Org. So good to see such lovely people again… and to meet a couple of new faces. We sat on deckchairs, ate gourmet burgers and wandered around the fabulous Brighton. Not forgetting a little venture down on the pier. I really miss every9one already but hopefully it wont be long before I get to hang out with them again.
Monday 22nd June 2009
The aim of today was to get the fins on my legs to a finished (or near-finished) state. So with today’s appointment with Alex that was the goal and, with maybe the exception of possible touch-ups, that goal was met. More shading was added and the red was made so vibrant. I am made up with the results. Now I have the swelling to look forward to…
After my appointment I made my way back into Brighton to spend time with more of the wonderful people I have met because of BodyMod. We went out for a few drinks and lots of get conversations. Leaving my friends in Brighton and making my way back home breaks my heart every time. It would be a dream come true if I could move there and I’m currently working on it! I am willing to do prettymuch anything (workwise) just so I have the opportunity to move there. I’m making that one of my main goals.
This film will never fail to fill me with joy…







